January 2012
I'm blue.
I thought you would tell me, when the time came for it to end
but you left me red-eyed and broken, knowing but not fully knowing.
Losing my grip on everything I was so adapted to, I failed in my attempts to hold on.
The tighter I held, the more you slipped away and it hurts knowing I wont see you today.
Your voice wont call to comfort me, your hand wont guide me
Your love was like a blanket,...
You say I’ve changed, but you beat me down until the only option was to change, to adapt to the pain you subliminally afflict, and never admit to, never apologize for, you never meant for it to happen. Silently avoiding the guilt I could only assume you felt, once the realization of my change hit you. Hiding in the corners of my bedroom, praying you wouldn’t make me pretend I forgave...
I’m still alive but I can’t stop coughing
Just prayed to a god, who’s name I don’t capitalize
Cause I’ve got freedom, while he’s got plans
Cause when his heart breaks, he hates you.
December 2011
me: why am i still single?
brain: you're weird as shit, lol.
body: and you're fat lmao.
face: plus you're pretty ugly too lmfao.
food: don't worry babe, i'm here for you.
“Never love anyone who treats you like you’re ordinary.”
– Oscar Wilde (via oliiee)
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The greatest speech know to man. If this does not change the way you think something is wrong.