I thought you would tell me, when the time came for it to end

but you left me red-eyed and broken, knowing but not fully knowing. 

Losing my grip on everything I was so adapted to, I failed in my attempts to hold on.

The tighter I held, the more you slipped away and it hurts knowing I wont see you today.

Your voice wont call to comfort me, your hand wont guide me

Your love was like a blanket, and now I’m left shivering and alone.

I cant sleep when you flood my dreams, only to awake in the realization, youre not here

and youre not coming back. In disbelief, I cry out your name with no answer.

It hurts to get out of bed and start my day

It hurts to breathe without you, when will it be okay to breathe again?